guess that it has been a few days since i've blogged?? keke..tao yan..i know evon,kimberlyn and baobei is desperately waiting for my posts..haiishh..bo bian..

well..where shall i start??

fri(23 feb):
after choir went to watch NORBIT with baobei!! wahahaha..its so easy to sneak in!! wahahah despite e rating of NC16. hmm...ok la..actually nth sensored de lor i THINK. i rather e epic movie to be nc16 -.o

sat(24 feb):
yupps..went sento sa with bz..sadly...it was raining..but we just happily enjoyed ourshelves playing in e sea..wahaha..damn funny la we were lk playing virtual rides by backpiggy each other in e water and making those effects of turning very violent left or right..lame!! well..but afterall all we know that our noses are damn pain becuz of e water getting inside..wahahah!!! then somemore we did SANDSPA!!!! it can actually make ur skin smooth!!! our new discovery!!! COOL!!! we used e sand in e sae...and rub against them on our skin...then after awhile jiu wash it away..WOW!! smooth can!! until nw still smooth!! at least is a bit diff frm e last time!! wahahah!! REMEMBER GUYS!! SEA SANDSPA!! its free and efficient!! but we din stayed longer la..cuz no sun very sian..then walked ard vivo and harbour front then head back to bz's hs there de 7-11 eat maggie..then her hs there de park tok tok..and do exercises!! LOLX!! damn tired la for e day..

sun(25 feb):
AHMA BDAE!! lolx. was lk damn sianx la in e resturant..so nth much to say...

mon(26 feb):
GEO TEST!!! might get a fail or just pass..just got e feeling..then stayed back in sch for a while cuz raining damn heavily...do hmwk neh!! lolx. abit la..then head hm...

tues( 27 feb) TODAY:
CHI n S.S TEST!! wow..BOTH got e potential...to fail o.O firstly e stuipd chi paper was lk so MUCH compre that when i've left e last 15 mins..my second LAST compre was not done. cool rite?? then pia everything...pia until i dun even noe wad i was writing and just copy e whole paragraph down basically and even left 1 or 2 qns out..and dos nd to write abt my feelings tt kind..forget it..write a few words tts all.
S.S?? yea..though got give us 10 mins to refer when looking at e qns..i was lk..wth?? e second one was lk 13 marks and all i could find e ans were lk so little. ok nvm bo bian. wrote down e "how spore industralise" thingy and wrote both pages..piangz. die lo me..

but e happy thing is tt my tution was cancelled tdy!! woots!! got e time to do abit of phy hmwk then went off to orh orh cuz really damn tired..and now..suffering for poa. damnit. well..gotta go study again..its just freaking me out!!!

YEA!! tml its our 2ND MONTH ANNIVARSARY!!! WOOTS!!! i just love him to the core...

maybe i am really such a bad person...haiishh...made his day such a sad one when it was supposed to be a happy one...well...e problem's solved...but i ain't solved yet..

you lied to me abt not being able to slp after u woke up..i knew once that ur lieing...oh pls!! ur just like a slping log!!! and yet i now knew that not only u lied to me...i am just deeply touched...

nahh..who cares whether u lied to me for NOT GOING BACK TO SLP...wad matters is e understanding of some things...i've learnt to treasure things much more now...and i regret for being bad towards u...i just feel guilty...maybe i am just too of e WHAT. i dunoe wad is e kinda WHAT i am but i just felt tt i am very e WHAT. mayb too much of a da xiao jie pi qi...but yea...as wad cha bor says...it takes time...i will slowly learn my way thr e pathway...

maybe i just care too much for u?? maybe i just love u till like dunoe wad?? maybe i just don't want any harm to u?? i just want you to be happy..but i guess i made every episode a hurting one...but all i wana just tell u...i just don't want anything to happen to u...i just want you to be happy...

well...

everything's over right now...what i wana say now is...

never had a time when you ever burst into flames because of me ( maybe e unmbrella thingy is not big at all )
never had a time when you ever ignore me..
never had a time when you ever attutidue me..
never had a time when you ever treat me coldy..


but it all seems to be ME who is e one who has done that all to u...( not e bursting into flames, not tt serious afterall)
i'm just so happy that you didnt even blame me for once...
i'm just so happy that you can tolerate me (yea,i'm quite childish at times..but at least i am NOT at times( evon dun puke) )

i just wana say i just love you to bits...you did everything just for me...you made me feel like a princess ( i think??)..you just made me the happiest person in e world ( though hard times )...you just made me wana go si ben with you ( =X keke ) you just made me wana be with you till the very end...

haishh its not a very gd day for me...

baobei..its not ur fault actually...everybody is born unperfect...but e truth lies with me...attutduite just overcome me instantly lately..i hope my own soul will overcome it faster. i cause many unhappiness lately..i cause u to feel very bad...but in fact..you really made me happy all these times. i never blamed u before too...i cnt expect u to be lk an angel right? baobei...ur making me happy,patient,caring to me all these times..but i nv been able to be happy as wad it shld turn out to be..its becuz of myself..my mentatily...i just have to let myself overcome my attutidue...i will do tt de...trust me...i will get back to myself very fast..i will try my best..seriously baobei..its really not ur fault..everytime is mine...haiish...its all my fault basically..so can you don't blame urself anymore?? i can really see that ur making me happy every min every sec..but i just simply turn upside down at those times...i am sorry..dun blame urself le k?? we'll put all these behind us le k?? everything's over. what's meant to be tok its tok alr..wads meant to be said is said alr..all i want to do is to overcome my attutidue and making u happy every single day too.

yupps..unhappiness came to us this early in e morning..and in e end everything is settled alr...slpt late...woke up early...got smoke all over me e moment i tok to my parents...and jus cried in e car...last night cry until lk dunoe wad le..then somemore they make me more unhappy..wth. and for e whole day i refused to tok to them. i stone at my grandma hs e whole day and then after tt went to watch movie..just follow law..lucky tt was entertainment to me. i refuse to do anything they wanted me to do andi think they got sick and tired of me alr. who ask them to be so decisive of me? who ask them to control my freedom of dng wad i lk?? who ask them to interfer in everything i do?? i begin to dislike them lk wad i used to. everything seems to be coming back again..not i want to make this happy day so sick..is tt i am not looking forward to cny actually..imagine me stonning there for e whole day?? u think i lk this?? no..i dun lk cny actually..except e ang baos =X plus tdy e saddness i've got..wth.

but i shall not let them intefer with my life..i shall not bother abt my parents..they are dirtying my brain...i noe i will regret one fine day in e end if i got this hatred in them..but i got no choice. i cnt stand them any longer..i am so thankful for them to giving me a home..life to live...being fornunate then others...but still..i could no longer stand them....

all i want to do now is to concentrade on my studies...being with friends,baobei and just enjoy life to e fullest!!!! mayb not for this yr i guess =pPp

but i am not so bad till i really wish them dead..i don't..i just need their understanding towards me tts all.

16 feb:

keke..NO CHOIR TDY!! yea..tt was so great when everyone heard abt it. well..shall really forget abt playing all e time after CNY le. everyday was lk a busy day for me and was too tired to study every night..so it all depends on my weekends le..

well..supposly e 4 of us shld go play with sparkles..but then bz was not free in e end..so bo bian lo...e whole day was with baobei =) first stop was at gombak collecting our specs..keke. i really not used to seeing him wearing specs..but after tt jiu alrite le =D keke..baobei u wear wad or WHAT (lolx) also very nice de!!! then hjead to westmall to catch a movie..epic movie...DAMN funny and lame la!!! stuipd sia...keke. recommended for ppl to watch..but some parts are lk abit RA?? keke. then blah blah blah..raining heavily..so went to causeway point..too sianx le..so watch another movie..keke..ghost rider. this show DAMN nice.!!also recommanded. so cool man tt skeleton with fire..whahahah. then after tt have our dinner then head hm =D

well..a fun day with baobei watching 2 movies in a day (first time and was damn broke T.T) WAHAHAHAH!!


16 feb (tdy) :

yea..bz came my hs and we just tok abt everything in my room...haiishh..see her so fan nao lk very xin tong..well..it all depends whether e other party will really understand her..in fact she really just dunoe y he doesnt. well. shallnt blog more abt it..

then went ahma hs for dinner...piang...our table was lk...damn lots of food unfinish..really bth le...wastage of food was then led out..-.- then stayed to watch e tu ran fa cai..well..very sian la..then head hm..damn slpy...though tdy i woke up e latest for these 2 mths..lolx. so glad abt it was still damn tired when i woke up..argghhh!! i just need more slp!!!!

14 feb:

VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

keke...apart from e sat night of a part of v. day...went out tdy too with baobei!! keke. at first we went to ikea..why go there lei..cuz of e pillow case!!! keke. yupps gave him a pillow..weird rite/??but its good for him!!! can slp well ma!! keke..but later need to sew sth on then tml give him..keke >.< then head to tiong bahru taking a very long bus ride and we also dunoe y..hahs..speaking of tiong bahru..yupps..e first time he saw me there and e first impression of me is BLACK FACE QUEEN. y lei..cuz i on tt day face black black. think really very scary bah..LOLX!! then ate our dinner which is kana cool for e display..but mayb due to e spicness of e chicken curry we ordered...our wei ko also not tt gd after tt..lk bloated..well..keke..nvm la...like that stomache big big hug more comfty =P

then went to great world where he have to help his bro collect flowers for his gf..hahs..seems nice e pink roses but damn ex. $120!!! wth!! hahs..but in e end took taxi head home le...LOLX!!!

though time spent is short..but its lk a xin fu-ness to me..well...everyday is valentine's day and its true afterall..well...friendships..relationships...kinship..yupps u name it. but baobei!! thks for e card!!! i love it so so so so so so muchh!! keke!!!! i love u!!!!!!

15 feb:
nah..not speaking of this day..stayed up quite late at night learning my geo..but in e end no test cuz everyone of us protested for a postpone wahahah!! so united can!! also gd..cuz i learn learn learn also cnt get in head..give us more time also gd..keke!!! then phy test tdy..ok la..hope can pass..eng compo lei..i really dunoe...then got back amaths quanlifying test...pass excatly on e dot of e marking mark. 30/60 well..due to my carelessness again..my tutor reminded me of tt and still..i am very careless..well..hope during o lvls wont lk tt bah..was kinda not in e mood to see my results lk tt...seriously..i think tt 1 1/2 hr or 2 hr is really not enough for us to do e whole pp..i always didnt get to check and ya...felt so sucky tdy...damn pissed off during cca and think my frens saw my black face. wahahah. then during sectionals...i tried to control my temper...i just do not want to let my section to suffer by me being to let off my anger to them..or saying tt i shouldnt vent my anger on them..somemore when yingying and janice were lk helping with it when i was not around..heard tt they do not want to sing..omg. really very scared my section cmi..then i think i really kind of show attutidue to them ba..i dunoe who i showed to..but all i knew is tt i damn pek chek and when atiqah and jiaying were lk explaining to me y my section sang fast or wad..i gave them an answer..ur section also sing very soft..sth lk tt la..then it juh.st goes on and on repeating..and began to be more pek chek..and was refusing to listen to them..but in fact..i was in e wrong at first...

well..i knew i showed attutidue to ppl once again..haiish..really very sorry and i really don't mean it..but please..think almost e whole choir will be pissed off too. well..partly also because of e running...KNS la. dun wan to tok abt it anymore...waste my breath..my time...my effort to be pek chek..but everything was forgotten instantly when i was at tution..and yupps...now think of it will also du lan..but nahh...past jiu shi past le..hahs..must be happy ma!! in fact i will forget e nx min i am out of here. well...so sorry to my frens tt i abit not myself or wad tdy bahh...anyway..i am damn freaking tired...but i got other things nd to do =pPp keke. *bommmmmbbbbeeee!!*

FLAGDAY:

yea..got up by a morning call from baobei!! keke. early lo..7.30..then after tt prepare everything..blah blah blah...met up with e rest...then went all e way to toa payoh for e stuipd flagday...so far..damnit.

then e 7 of us went to mac...slack and eat..hahs..but after tt yirong then come join us...then jiu blah blah blah again..went to take bus to bugis..while waiting...me and serene lk mad women over there at e bustop singing e last time choir syf de songs..wahaha..then chi new yr songs also hv!!! then in bus also sing but lucky infront de person got earpiece..wahahah. then me and her over there lk push here oush there side by side de la..then macham so ji lie and also was squash by me and yirong wahahahhaha!!!!

went to bugis le...splited up..then me and serene went OG there do lo...under e hot sun and now sunburnt alr..but still got ppl gd la..ke lian us under e hot sun..keke. but was killing us just for a short time there. was so shiok..but damn sticky. eee...

jiu after tt bfore gng back..went to take neoprint and it took us dunoe how many mins to do everything -.- more than half an hr and we were late!!! lolx. dun care la..as long as they got recevied back their tins can le..but evon's tin was crack open when it fell. but the ppl over there gd...knew we wont steal e money inside..and our consious are clear...at least they say nvm. gd gd. then return le...ser pei me go ikea buy pillow..but cnt find a suitable casing for it..so tml try at orchard see have anot lo...keke.

after tt pia hm change all these go meet baobei le!!! tdy is our advanced valentine's day!! woots!! cuz wed nd go back early ma..so on tt day for a while only..but also same goes for tdy too..

went imm e cafe cartel. ate spaggetii and baobai ate e grilled chicken and in e end..both of us were lk..omg. damn full -.- wahahah. jiu went opp imm took bus to bz hs opp there de very big place with playground de lei...hahs..went there to lit up candles..keke..tts e surprise baobei is giving me. we wanted to do it at e canel there..but wind too strong..jiu go block by block is where is suitable la...then halfway under a block saw a very cute cat..omg..e voice very sweet. keke..cnt believe it followed us after i patted her on her head!! keke. so went nearby mama shop buy 2 cans for her to eat..heehee...so sweet looking and got a sweet voice. but think she's still hungry cuz after eating hungrily of tt 2 cans..it mew loudly again..think is for more..how ke lian oh =( but think e mama shop close le..i also not enough money le..so bo bian =(

well..after tt went to blk 556 keke. arrange e candles and lit it up!!! nice can!! " i love u" keke. got a fun day with e food,e playground atmosphere,stray cat,blk 556. keke. this will never be forgotten and baobei!! i'll do my best on wed!!! and i love you CAN!!!!!! MUACKKKKS!!!!!




my baobei gave me as v day. present!!












nice rite?? keke.

hmm..not many things happen la actually..except tdy..


sat 3/2-

got tution in e morning...tot i woke up at 9.30..but e more closer i looked at e clock in my rm..it seems to be only 8.30!! WTH!! then cnt get back to slp although i am really tired...arghh..then bo bian...slack on bed till 10 lk tt..then after tt sweep e floor mop all these..jiu tution..jiu wash clothes and off i go meet baobei!! keke..went bz hs there eat ba chor mee!!!! keke..think i love eating it le..nice can. heehee....then after tt go jjc de carnival..seriously..they sell alot of food and we just eaten our lunch. wth. and e rides..cnt seat too. cuz we just eaten our lunch -.-

then after a while sianx..cnt buy anything actually and was DAMN HOT!! jiu went bz hs there de mac study my amaths..wahahah..hven do even 2 qns i bomb down dun wan do le..wahahah..then baobei damn cool lo..e whole day there read storybook. wahahah. then bz joined us ard in e evening..then very funny la..there gt party gng on..then no seats then gan wo men chu qu...wad e...and tt time me and baobei was seating nearby mac there e short stairs eating our dinner.then is bz told us e "news" hahs..then we 3 lk homeless kids over there eating and dng things...wahaha..

then after tt decided to go bz hs e other opp. de playground..then very funny la..when bz sit alone at a corner..theres this small boy go over and intro himself -.- potential flirt man. hahs..then we just sat at e slide there where dos children lk to play de...then chatted lo..after tt head hm...keke

our-bz,val,justin,me

our PLANS for CNY:
on e fri 16 feb- play sparkers!! keke. dunoe y we will play sparkers...keke..go back to our tong nian..

our PLANS for xmas:
chalet perhaps. rather then gng on e streets at orchard or wherever fooling ard. keke.. make our xmas eve a special one?? keke. hope so.




sun 4feb -

met evon at westmall de mac there..study amaths..keke..saw mr cheen!! damn funny lo he!! cnt stop laughing!! wahahah!!! but he and mrs cheen lk very stone there..dots.. nvm..but he lk very qiang lk tt...like always make mrs cheen big big stomache o.O
then after tt dunoe y evon do until wana slp le then i over there still do until so song...wahaha..then abt 6plus went to westmall walk walk...then head hm le..

mon 5 feb-
same lo..in sch also can slp...really need to buy tons of sweets to keep thyself awake!! then lk tt lo..after sch retest on chem...wth..pass by 1/2 mark..hahs..nvm la..gt pass ma!! then went hm...jiu go suntan for a while..then come hm...for e whole day after sch alr waiting for that guy to sms me or call me lo..until dunoe wad time jiu cnt ren le jiu sms him..then here starts some unhappy scenes...

but everything was settled le la...cry jiu cry le...curse also curse le...but no use broading over it...as long as we noe tt we love each other alot!! tts y i care so much..mayb i was being unreasonable...yupps...but baobei! dun wry!! although i tdy really very pek chek and sad la..but i really care for u...haiishh..sry for throwing da xiao jie pi qi...

everything settled quickly bahs..and were very eager on valentine's day!! one on sat night 10 feb..e other after sch at 14 feb. means two days!!! keke. blame on me for needing to go hm early during wkdays.

LOVE YOU BAOBEI!! MUACKS!! i love you even more more more more more more more more!!!!!! le...

YOXs. i am back. haish..now nobody is bugging me to blog. =X sad..nobody want me to blog le =( LOLX. ok la..but i still wan lei.

eh..actually got nth to tok abt actually...jiu shi on mon night till tues night baobei kept "watching porn" then think he kept having nose bleeds. keke. bad sia me..my first reaction is tt "HUH?? you watch porn?? " but nah..he dun la...my baobei is guai kia lai de!! wahahah. but i always like teasing him of "watching porn"..well too heaty le him...must make sure he DRINK alot of liang cha everyday..dun have i think i can afford to buy e whole yao cha dian de liang cha for him to drink...baobei ah..u really need to drink more water pluse liang cha!!! more veges and fruits too!!!!
hai ah...ren yi jing zhe yang da le..hai bu hui zhi ji zhao gu thyself...hai yao ren jia lai zhao gu ni...ji shui liao!! keke.jk la..i will do my best and take care of u de!!! =) tt line is wad my dad always used to say to me and bro.


well..i think choir DID really affected e people taking e poa quanlifying test tdy at e auditorium..hahs...i was so worried that if e sop 1 continue to sing their very high note at almost every line of e score...i think they halfway write also will goyak de..wahahah..and tdy damn funny la...for dunoe wad reason i forget le after sch we were toking abt "tu xue" this word..hahs..damn funny la...say wad cher mark a cross at a word will tu xue..then mark again tu xue...continuously...then i was lk...will dos people taking e poa tu xue for each word they write when we were singing our very high note?? hahs..damn funny la.

toking abt quanlifying test, AMATHS qualifying test is also coming up soon. either nx thur,fri..hope is thur or fri lo!! lk tt dun nd to go choir le!! WOOTS!! got to work hard for it!!! gambatte!!!! but sadly la...i do forget most of e last yr learnt in sec 3 de..SIANSS!!!!!

well..also nth to tok sia..tml gng to jjc with baobei..then duno whether bz wana join us anot..then after tt go study for my amaths le..somemore tml morning better clean up e floor bfore tution..or else will take a long time after tution to go out le. arghh...